.Wednesday, April 29 ' 01:20 Y
I don't know what's wrong with me. I'm like being emo this whole week. Am i to sensitive? I don't really see anything in this relationship anymore. I'm totally lost. Can someone help me. I'm having doubts with myself. Everytime we fought i always want you by my side, but where are you? You don't even bother or care about my feelings. I just don't get it. Compare you with my previous ex, they know how to comfort me when i'm feeling down or even when we argue. I know i can't compare you with them but why can't you change. I do have feelings. Girls are more fragile. How mad they are with you at the end of it they still need you. Why can't you just be more romantic, nah thats not the word. erm.. why can't you always be there for me when i need a shoulder to cry on. I know you always there for me but the only time you are not there when we argue. Even though how mad/angry i am i still need you. Need you to make me smile. Kiss me, hug me and show me that you love me. I don't see the love anymore. I know i 'paitau' on some issue. But i thought we have agree on it. I hate being force. I hate it! You yourself know it very well. Sometime i kept wondering why, why i'm still with you. I'm having doubts with myself. Oh god please help me. Help me to open his eyes. I can't tolerate it anymore. Everry night i pray, pray that you will change. I just want you to change the attitude. You know what attitude it is. I won't elaborate it here. Oh god i hope you will show us the correct path.
