.Tuesday, March 31 ' 23:58 Y
hey peps. i'm super bored! i haven't been working for almost 2 weeks. If this goes on, i think i'm gonna be crazy. My bf is busy working while i'm happily sitting at home spending his money. baby i'm sorry. i know you love me. :)
Its been two days i'm at my grandma's place. I'm taking this opportunity to take a break. Spending time with my grandma and my lil nephews. I really enjoy myself. Take the kids out for treats, play with them and teach them. *ehem* I really enjoy myself. Love pampering the kids. Its been ages since i last spend time with my nephews. Today i woke up at 6.50am to send my lil nephew to school. While sending him to school i was thinking. If i were to be a mum one day, can i send my children to school everyday? pampered them? coach them with their studies? and lastly can i be a good mother? I did lots of thinking while sending him and on the way home. If one day i would marry my current bf, faz are we ready for all this. I'm puzzled. Nowdays youngster wants to get married early but are they well prepared? Was talking to my aunt how did she get to know her husband and how he propose to her. I asked her lots of questions about marriage, pregnancy, parenting & etc. Was looking thru her wedding photos. I was laughing my head off. It was like 11 years ago.
Anyway today is april FOOL. I've been fool by aizat! Thanks ek. My first victim is my sweet lil honey bunny. I'm sorry syg. Too bad its april FOOL. Don't take it too hard. Baby this is for you:
Love you for all of time,
want this to last,
forever you'll be mine
makin you the center of my life,
never let you down,
always makin me smile,
your love finally found
the words i love you can't help but come out,
want to grow old with you,
cause your the one without a doubtmakin me laugh,
knows all the right things to say,
makes my heart sing,
You are the best part of my day.